Nothing at all …

It astounds me that even here, you still have such a profound effect on me. I think nearly every action within the realm of possibility has been taken to assure that our separation is complete. It isn’t though. Everything has not been done and we still have these little ties. Indirect ones, if nothing else. Emotions have no bound, but I am bound by them. I do not want to carry this hatred within me. What is there to do? Perhaps I merely do not have the will to free myself. Not enough to relinquish your hold.  How can you disgust me so much? People are capable of the most honest, good deeds and in turn the greatest of evils. Not one person is created any other way. Knowing this, believing in this, makes it so hard for me to accept that you stand alone in my mind. What makes you so different?